So things between Mitch and I have been going great. A song came on the other day at work, “Thank you for the heart break” and I remembered how things were with an ex. Just memories kept flooding back. Put up those sandbags! We cannot have those memories sipping through the cracks. I began thinking though. If it was not for him, I wouldn’t be where I am today. I wouldn’t be standing this strong. So I do thank him for that. But a part of me does miss him somewhat. Even though he’s a total douche, he was my douche haha. Do I want him back? No no! Just miss him and wonder how he’s doing. Is his life going as good as mine is? I don’t want to be with him ever again. But he wasn’t just the guy I loved, he was my best friend.
Someone once told me that you can’t be friends with an ex. Honestly I think that is a load of bullshit, because my best friend is one of my exes. Feelings aren’t going to flood back because I have such a great guy right now. Yes that ex put me through hell, but you know what that was during our relationship. Not our friendship.
Oh stupid songs why must you end up causing me a headache lol